My life at Bcone and SAP Labs

Last 2 weeks in SAP labs and 3 weeks in Bcone (Short for Bristlecone India Ltd) and then i am out of the company where i started my professional career.. So just writing my experience here..

June 25th.. The day i started my professional journey.. I had entered the office with the thought that this might b the end of clg life (carefree and fun ) and start of serious life with new responsibilities.. The 1st day didnt change my thinking.. There i was sitting in the seminar hall listening to every1 coming and talkin about the company, the work, the finance etc etc... n I almost slept by end of the day.. And was thinkin if i am really going to work.. :P :P

It didnt take much time for me to know that i might be out of clg but that fun life has not ended :D :D Our 1 month training outside the office was for our advantage.. More than learning we just had fun.. The tea breaks, lunch breaks, Playing UNO cards, n fightings... All are the best memories of my life..

After that the 1 month was also our fun didnt end.. The nly thing we knew was to do masti.. n back in bcone v found few other batchmates who joined us in our masti.. our group was known as the energetic group in office.. n seeing us participating in all events even the seniors joined us..

Then it was time for us to actually start working.. Nly then did we realise that we need to get bit serious.. wen v were nt able to get into any proj n one by one others in the gang started getting into proj.. And then i got into project and my life at SAP Labs started..

1st proj was hardly for 9 months.. And i didnt learn much w.r.t work.. But otherwise i learnt a bit seriousness :P :P Its with this team of ppl i learnt that to prove urself u need to work very hard and learnt to 1st think abt myself and then abt others.. And i was also tld hw i need to change my behaviour a bit.. And every1 dnt take the same meaning frm behaviour...

Then in september i joined Hosting team.. And back to the fun life along wid fun work.. Professionally i learnt loads of things.. obvious that i dnt want to list them out here.. But other than work also my life was fun.. cz my initial was back together.. but few differences had come between them.. i never understood why.. Me n deepu wud always try to make every1 b together.. And then few frnds moved back to bcone.. Time for me to  realise one more thing.. That every1 cant stay together for always.. By then we had completed 2 yrs of professional life.. Slowly every1 started moving out of bcone.. As each 1 went i became more and more silent.. And more sad.. And due to few fights i had with my close frnd.. My life became a mess.. I was confused abt everything.. abt wat i want to do in life.. wat is it that i am doin wrong that everything is a mess.. And slowly i started sorting out one by one.. and doin this i had to remove few frnds frm my life.. avoid few frnds.. It wasnt easy thing to do.. If i think abt that i still feel bad.. But i had to do it..

And tdy after 3 yrs of professional life i am moving to HP.. hoping to find new learnings.. new environment.. new way of leading life..

In these 3 yrs i experienced everything.. fun, pressure, fights, arguing, responsibility, communicating with others, building relationship, breaking few relations, became mentally strong, learnt to say NO for few things,  and more than everything i gained self confidence and learnt to be myself without bothering abt wat others think abt me.. And i am happy with the way i am nw.. there is still lots i need to change.. And going to HP is a step towards the change.. And hope everything works :) :) :)